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| Friday, March 07, 2008 |
only slept 2hrs +.. in the end nv submit also.. today is assessment day.. after submitted the first project - design drawing.. i was pang seh by 2 frens.. 1 is previous class friend. 1 is present class fren.. the present de go n meet her friends.. so i went to the library with my previous class fren.. but she got her own new fren.. she seems cold to me and kinda sacrastic.. she is those kind got new fren neglect old fren.. when i say i follow her she like gives me a kind of face.. i sat in the library for 10 mins i said to her.. i go and find my friend.. becos i feel my presence there was very weird.. msg-ed jacq whether can go to VC.. very happy when she replied can.. but gonna submit hws to my lecturer so told her 1.30pm then go... tmd.. the lecturer not in.. argh make me rush last night.. so i loitered around PS.. walked slowly and slowly.. suddenly think of watching movie cos cathay student $6 nia.. and i wear short so better don go to VC.. so msged jacq not going.. don disturb her also.. she needs to run here n there i think.. i couldn't decide on watching what movie.. so i went down to have my lunch.. then went back bought the 10000bc ticket.. and went back to sch to submit another project - digital art.. and rapidly went back to cathay and watched the movie.. 2 mins late.. The movie is really nice and gan jio.. some scenes make ppl gan jio.. LOL... very interesting.. worth to watch.. hai.. it's a 2 hrs show.. watched from 12.50 to 2.20 ended.. again no place to go.. so and again i loiter ard PS.. walked until leg suan.. then 3.45 back to sch.. waited till 4.30 then collected the project and went home... hai.. before watching the movie i was very unhappy the way my previous class's fren treated me.. i don blame my present class's fren becos she has her own frens.. after watching it i feel happy liao.. becos i find it quite relaxing while waiting for the assessment.. in between 3 hrs and i was watching movie.. that cool.. must wait twice! morning and noon.. 9.15 - 9.30 -submit and go 12.15 - 12.30- collect 12.45 - 1 - submit and go 4pm - collect super lame right.. weird system.. during the 3 hrs lecturer will assess our works.. i feel so disappointed and upset.. actually i already know today i'll be a loner.. i so miss my sec n ite frens.. at least they won pang seh like that.. my that old fren is malay.. not i racist ar.. but almost all malay are like that.. wan new don wan old.. malay n chinese hardly can be fren nowadays.. diff thinking n style.. mon have another assessments.. planned to watch waterhorse lo.. lucky only 2 days if not i broke.. watching movie alone this time is the 3rd.. actually ok la.. is just that cannot fang kai de laugh.. ps: i am those kind rather to be alone than sitting in a awkward situation.. like i super EXTRA! i have my own PRIDE! i don mind to be alone i mind being extra.. Alone this kind of thing i already been trained quite well.. cos when i was k1 to p4.. i was all alone.. i don have true fren.. becos i was too shy n quiet.. also anti social.. so everytime recess i'm alone.. some is look down on me.. p1 to p4 mixed with those good in academic.. that time i'm quite dumb.. some is making use of me.. pri sch got 1 fren treated me like maid.. last time i was alway the one got bullied.. so i choose to be alone.. until p5 got into EM3 make some frens.. em3 ppl more ren qing wei.. until sec sch i more sociable.. becos stay quiet won get to know new fren.. ended up i got 2 personalities.. 1 is very quiet 1 is very noisy.. LOL! Actually some time i recall k1 to p4 kana bully.. i still feel very sad.. i won forget those who bullied me.. but they are forgiven.. |
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