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| Saturday, July 12, 2008 |
and it was a very suay day.. from thur 6am till fri 11.30pm.. nv sleep at all.. even rest also rest for 5 to 10 mins.. becos rushing the report for submission.. then i was about to finish ytd around 1.30pm.. then suddenly all print out don have the page no.. so suay lo.. then keep on print.. still don have.. then gave up do the list of figure n cover page.. when i finished it ...already 2.30pm.. darn panic,.. went to take cad at hg mall.. the uncle took 20 mins to reach.. some more quite slow.. cost me $13.50.. but yp only $9+ also fr hg.. damn.. the rush to print out n binding.. wa liao spent $18.20.. 2.20 passed to my lecturer.. reached there.. her face was so black and show me the "you dead" hand sign.. wa liao eh.. i was like so sad lo.. bcos i actually can finish on time.. and nicely done.. but at the last min.. microsoft got prob.. i'm sad becos.. i do until like want to go and die liao,... then becos of late submission my mark is deducted.. then some more tue my presentation was suck.. i can only put my hopes in this report.. but ended up ytd whole day was so unlucky.. when i was in the taxi.. i was so worried.. going insane lo.. nv sleep then still this kind of stuff happen.. ika was quite scare.. haha cos when she asked me "are you ok.. u look so empty''.. i was like want to cry.. when i sad/angry i don like ppl to ask me am i ok or not.. becos by doing that will make me cry.. so haha she was so shocked when i asked her don ask me i'm ok or not.. got the time table but the schedule was so suck.. and 6 subjects.. and then pay more money.. i counted if a course is $300.. so should be around $1800+.. shouldn't be 2100+ hai.. qing tian pi li.. this is the first time i felt the "regretted" feeling.. i was thinking that why i gave up my accounting studies and took up design course.. if i didn't give up maybe my life will be easier.. just be a account assistant sit in the office eat snake.. i feel so lost.. suddenly feel lost that what course is really suit me and future job.. i donno.. maybe this feeling is temporary.. but after i knew my result, time-table, future classmate.. i was like so sian.. and my course.. i need to study horticulture too.. then in future maybe argiculture too.. being a designer have to be gd in presentation but.. i think i'm pretty bad on doing that.. the only best presentation i done is last yr sept for the eng lesson.. about biography of david carson(graphic designer).. i totally don need the cue card and can speak naturally.. and that i got 16/20.. i think this is the best presentaion i had done in my life.. although that course is like nothing.. ytd.. my lecturer.. reprimanded me from being late.. and said that my report is pretty well done but late submission ruin everything.. if i going to meet client.. late = lose everything n effort.. no matter how good is the report.. late mean u r dead.. i was like so stunted.. but feel a little bit of relieve when she said my report pretty well done.. but i think she still angry about me being late.. i alway do something made lecturer dislike me sia,.., hai.. very sian lo.. sometime got the feeling of going back to study accounting.. but.. money will be wasted becos of that.. what will my future be? |
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