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| Thursday, February 19, 2009 |
heal my broken soul... without mabel... without friends like yee ping.. aegis.. in the same room as me now.. i cried out.. i feel so sad.. throughout this whole week.. this term is a bad term for me.. everything just not going smoothly.. but i am still not alone because God is listening and by my side when i was crying.. this tears hav hold too long.. cried for 30 mins from table to floor to bed and to bath.. brush teeth also crying.. i never try these before..can't stop it but stopped crying after i vomitted.. becos unbreathable.. i feel so tired.. to have to re-do so many things.. sometimes i feel that maybe i shouldn't have going this path.. stress is the word.. i can't cope it.. i wish to end it here.. but already studied 1.5 yr.. money have thrown into NAFA.. i think life will be better is we don't have to study history.. or rather let's us be the history and that..ppl will study about us.. i need to go and do my works liao.. bye.. my last words for today: don't be a designer, if u cannot cope it. |
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| Here i am |
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Juan, Ruth
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